Living, losing, Finding.

Currently my BMI, is 39.5. Wowsa's I knew it was bad. But I am keeping Wednesdays as my day to do a measurement of my body. Yesterday I measured and my Chest was 44 and 3/4 and my waist and butt was 50 and 3/4. My weight was 216. Already I have lost some weight since I last weighed myself. Last week when I weighed myself I was 220. So four lbs. down. I am going to lose weight this year. I am excited to keep track. I know that there will be good days and a lot of bad hard days. But I just want to not be lagging and I want to have energy. I hope to have a cute body for the summer.
Also, I am still searching for an Internship. I wish I was more prepared than just searching for one. I need to get myself motivated to get this Internship done so that I can find a good job doing something fun and motivating. I love photography too so I hope that I can find something to do with photography. I so hate being where it's cold cuz I want to go out and take pics but being that it's been freezing outside it's hard to say Hey friends lets go out and take pics' in these freezing cold temperatures. You know you want to ha ha. Wish me luck on finding an internship so that I can get a diploma.