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What I would look like If I kept sucking in my face he he he ha ha ha

Love playing with photobucket

Merry Christmas & a joyous New Year to you all.

I have been reflecting on this year that I have had. I feel like it hasn't been that eventful to me. But then again as I think of it, I have done a lot. Last year I took a whole year off of school because of personal reasons, and this year I was in school winter & fall semester. I am getting way excited, because I only have 8 classes left and some more hours on my Internship & I will have a Bachelor's in Recreation Management with clusters in humanities & photography.
A lot of people ask me what I am wanting to do for a job with my major. This major has been amazing for me. I love being in Recreation. It has totally gotten me outta my comfort zone, and gotten me outta my norm in my life. But, I would like to become an Activities Director or a Camp Director somewhere. Eventually I would like to open a Bed & Breakfast one day. For a few years at Byu-I was a business major. I totally disliked that because there were a lot of Economics & math classes. And i wasn't having any fun. I like to have fun and play and I love the outdoors. So I was talking with a friend from my ward and she was a recreation leadership major and that is what she had graduated in. I thankfully changed mine to Recreation Management and have loved the switch so much. I love that we get to go on field trips, and that we get to build things, and that we don't have to sit in a stuffy classroom all day. Because I swear i have ADHD or something when I am sitting for very long I get twitchy and i have to start standing and moving. LOL.
I am so excited for this next year as I finish up my degree. As to where I will go in the near future. I would like to end up maybe in Oregon. I love it there if I could find a job on the coast there, or I may move to Boise for a little while and be near some of my sisters that live there. The future has a lot in store for me and I am so stinkin' excited.
I am making goals for the new year.
My No. 1 goal is: to be a full tithe payer this next year. I unfortunately was not this year and I talked to my bishop about everything that has been going on with me and with all the credit cards I have to pay on, and the medical bills, and then just the gas that I had to buy to get myself around when the gas was so high.
My No. 2 goal is: to become more health concious. I have many medical problems that I don't take into account in my life. I eat things I shouldn't all the time, I am going to plan meals and stick to them, seriously this time. LOL.
My No. 3 goal is: to be nicer to everyone around me. I have a tendency to be kinda rude sometimes when something doesn't go my way. I love everyone and Just hope that I can be nicer and more outgoing this year.
My No. 4 goal is: Reading my scriptures. I really need to work on that one so that I can bring the gospel into my life more fully.
My No. 5 goal is: Make new friends. I have a few more semesters left and I hope that I can make friends in my classes.
May you all have a great Christmas & a Happy New Year

Thank you Krista...

Thanks to Krista I have a gorgeous header and I have a new background. Thank you Krista for helping me. I don't have a clue when it comes to changing fonts and doing things differently. I am so glad that you are a blogger pro & that you are amazing at doing Photobucket headers. Thanks so much.

Just remember the Reason for the Season.

I am going nutso because of the past couple of days working at Winco doing food samples. People are so stinking rude I can't believe them. I just had to vent about how people are really really so stupid and rude. I worked at Winco today doing samples of Pumpkin Nut muffins. I had to leave my stand for a second and I had just barely opened a muffin. I was going to go and cut it into pieces and someone came a long and took the muffin. When I came back, there was the wrapper and no muffin. Ugh I was so mad. It wasn't really anything to be mad about because I am not the one that is losing money from it. But people are so give me, give me, give me. I was so totally nice to everyone that was coming for samples. But at one moment I ran outta napkins that I had cut into halves, and so I took a second to cut a bunch of napkin pieces, and people were just standing there staring at me like Give me a dang sample because I deserve it. People that I would say How are you doing today? or How are you? or Have a Merry Christmas would just look take a sample and walk away without saying a word. I dunno how some people can be so rude and so heartless. Thank you all the great customers I had. Some people were so gracious and were very nice and I was happy to have them there, because they totally made my day. I think that I am just tired of people being so rude around Christmas time, for the reason that people seem to be in such a rush that they have forgotten the reason for this time of year. I am grateful for Our Savior Jesus Christ and for the atonement that he made it possible for us to return to be with him and our Heavenly Father someday. I know that none of you would be like any of the horrible people that I had today. Thank you all for being nice to the sample people in any store. They are just doing their job. I am always nice to people in general but now that I am working on Samples during the weekends I know what they have to go through and I will always be nice to them.

Weekend Visit to Boise/Kyra's Blessing

Jessica & Gaberial having a contest to see who can get the highest score on Guitar Hero.
We visited my Sister's in Boise, Sadly it was because my Sister Sherry & Paul are moving to Virginia in January so we had to see her and her family before she leaves. But it was great to see her and her family. Also to see Lavonne & Jayden & to see Chrystle, Jarrod, Jessica, Coltin, & Cody.
Hopefully I can start saving and can go visit them next summer in Virginia. I have never been to the East Coast.

Trying To

Make

Kyra Laugh

Sherry & Paul

Gaberial

Jayden

Lavonne & Kyra

Chrystle, & Lavonne

Jarrod (Chrystle's Husband), my favorite Brother-in-law. Ok They are all my favorite.

My Nephew Cody

My Nephew Coltin

Hore Cow, Cow Hore & Jerom

Cow Hore and Hore Cow... Long standing joke. LOL. What would you call A Cow & A Horse
? Or A Horse & A Cow.

Cow Hore

YAY. I had my last final yesterday.

I had my finals this week. Yay it is so good to have these classes done and outta the way. I liked my classes I had Humanities 101 and Accessible Recreation. It feels so good to be finally free of them though. Hooray... three weeks of freedom I am so stinkin excited. Even though the more exciting thing is that I have only 8 classes left and then I have a Bachelor's in Recreation Management.

New Pictures

My friend Krista, her son Neil, who I call Neister, and I did pictures yesterday on Saturday Nov. 29. You can see a few of the new pictures we took on the sidebar on this blog. :) It was so fun. It was so funny because at first we were just wearing the hats, gloves, and scarfs because we wanted the pictures to be all fall/winterish. I dunno about Krista, but I was frying because the sun was out and it was beautiful outside, then as the picture taking fest went a long it got colder and colder outside. We started at the gardens At Ricks College. Oppsie sorry Byu-I college. I still call it Rick's cuz when I started college it was Ricks. But anyway. We started there and then we went to the Nature park over by the Skater's rink. It was so fun. By the end of it all I was freezing and starving. So funny cuz when we started I was like wow I am frying and then I was like Oh man I am sooo glad that I have a scarf, gloves, and my hat on.

Happy Turkey Day, Survey

1.Do you have any animals? Yeah my cat and a few fish left over in my tank. A ton of other fish have died recently.
2.Do you have niknames for your animals? For my cat yeah, i call him everything, like zo, zoebutt, furby, furbalicious, buttbutt,furbutt, hey you. LOL
3.Did you do anything interesting for Thanksgiving? I went to Idaho Falls and picked up my sister and her boyfriend, went to my grandmother's across the street from my house in Sugar. And then Watched movies with my sister and her boyfriend. Yeah I ate a ton at my grandma's house. It was so funny we sat around and talked for abit, then I took some of my cousin's over to the park and I played with them and took some pictures of them playing games and stuff. I stopped by April's with Krista,and Neil for a bit too this evening.
4.Most favorite drink? Lately it's been Mountain Dew lol.
5.Ever had an embarrasing moment? Too many to be counting. I have tons involving the Moo dance.
6.Do you have a favorite Artist? I really have grown to love Jackson Pollack. I am in Humanities 101 right now and we were studying artists. I love them, if you don't know what Jackson Pollack's paintings look like, I will put a listing on here for you and you should totally check it out. I think they are totally awesome. He has and awesome painting called Lavender Mist. I found the coolest sight, I think you should try going to Jacksonpollack.org and then you can start painting on a blank computer screen. It's awesome I started painting online it was fun try it.
7.When was your first kiss? Ha ha funny as this may seem it was just last year in 2007. Yeah I can't believe it but it was last year.
8.Do you believe in love at First sight? I believe that a lot of guys are totally cute, but dunno in love at first sight. It's never happened to me so NO.
9.Do you like anyone now? No not really anymore. I used to like a guy in my ward, but he's totally got a girlfriend. So I am not falling head over heals for anyone anymore. And he's a lot younger than me anyway.
10.Do you have a favorite memory from a vacation that you have taken? One of the best is when I went to Bandon, Oregon with my family for a family reunion like probably 12 years ago. We went shopping, my mom was crabbing and trying to get a crab for everyone to eat, And we left while she was crabbing, then when she was reaching down to get the huge cage that she would catch the crabs in, she became a mermaid and fell into the water. When we were coming back to see how she was doing there was a man helping her climb back onto the dock, soooo funny. And I went wave jumping in the water, and also we made sand castles and dug our names in the sand so that you could read them from the cliffs up above. I remember that I found a huge star fish and I really really wanted to bring it home with me. But mom and dad said no. :(
11.Where would you like to live? Not here where I am currently living in Dulburg. I am planning on moving to Oregon most likely when I graduate if I can get a job there. I totally love it there.
12.What does your ideal guy look like? I like guys in general. ha ha but I like hazel eyes, or blue eyes, or brown eyes. Don't care if he is real tall. but i am like five two so just as long as he's taller than me is all.
13.What do you like in a guys personality? I like funny guys that will make ya laugh, be sensitive to other's needs, Willing to listen, Willing to talk, Likes scary movies, and I hope that he'll like Halloween. :)
14.What kinds of books do you like? I like books that are adventurous, spy, or I really like books that have vampires. I have read a bunch of books about vampires, other than just the twilight books. But It has to be a book that will draw my attention. I love it when I start a book and I can't put it down for hours.
15.Do you have a favorite movie? Not really I like Scary movies. I like all the Underworld movies.
16.Dream job? To be a ghost hunter LOL. But i guess if we are going for reality, then it would be what I am aiming for to own a Bed & Breakfast someday.
17.Scariest thing you have ever done? I know that some people will probably freak when I tell this but I did a Quigi board once. I will never mess around with anything like that again. That is so scary and nerve racking, and after I did it, I was scared and couldn't eat for days. It was bad.
18.Ever thought about getting a tatooe? If you have one, Do you want more? Thought about it but I would never ever get one. I almost got a butterfly one once. But there was no way I could do it. When I was there, I saw a girl crying getting one done on her ankle And that is where I was wanting to get mine. LOL.
19.If you could travel anywhere in the world where would it be & Why? I really really want to travel to Europe and see the arts there, like plays/operas, the churches, Art galleries,temples. I want to meet new people and make new friends.
20. How many LDS Temples have you been to? I have been to the Idaho Falls temple, that is where i got my endowments taken out, Rexburg, Twin Falls, Boise, Fresno, California, Slc, Logan, Bountiful, Mount Timpanogous, and I think that is it.

SO just a survey I thought that was fun to fill out. If you want to you can fill out the survey on your blog too. :)

Random Things

1.Eggnog or Hot Chocolate: I used to love Eggnog, but it makes me sick now. I loooove Hot Chocolate. I remember when I worked at Artco, Every single day Marcy Bradshaw and I would drink hot chocolate in the morning to get us going.
2.Does Santa wrap presents or set them under the tree? He puts them under the tree.
3.Colored or white lights on tree and house? I love White lights they are mezmorizing.
4.Do you hang mistletoe? There would be no reason to hang it up at my house. I don't have anyone to kiss. I am not kissing my parents.
5.When do you put your decorations up? Usually the weekend after Thanksgiving.
6. What is your favorite holiday dish? Pumpkin Pie. YUMMY!
7.Favorite holiday memory as a child: I remember when I was real little dunno what age but we went to my grandparents house in Idaho Falls and they had a pinata on Christmas day and we young kids took turns hitting the candy outta that thing. It was awesome And I just Love being with family.
8.When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? Well wendy and I both believed in Santa Clause until one Christmas Eve, Wendy and I thought mom and dad were totally asleep. We hid under a table in our front room and waited to watch Santa come in. And we started dozing off, then the front door opened and Mom & Dad were coming in the house with our presents all wrapped to put under the tree. We jumped outta the hiding spot and yelled, Surprise. But then reality hit and I was like What you guys have always been Santa? And then they said yeah they were.
9.Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? I used to but we don't do a lot of presents in my family anymore.
10.How do you decorate your Christmas tree? We have a huge Christmas tree that we used to put up in our living room, but the way we have our living room set up now we don't have room for it any more. But we put up a small plastic fiber optic tree now and then like some little lights around the house and stockings. And then we have a nativity set that we put up.
11.Snow. Love it? or Dread it?I am like my friend Krista, how she put it. I love how it looks so white and beautiful. I soooo dread driving in it. I have been in more wrecks in winter than dry land.
12.Can you ice skate? I fall down a ton but I like Ice Skating
13. Do you remember your favorite gift? I remember when I was younger that I got this doll that I really really wanted and it smelt like strawberries. I never let go of the doll for anything.
14.What's the most important thing about the Holidays for you? So that I don't have to work. LOL no kidding. Though that is a plus. I like seeing my family, and getting together with my friends and hanging out.
15.What is your favorite holiday dessert? Yummy pies.
16.What is your favorite holiday tradition? We don't have a holiday tradition other than every year on Christmas we make Waffles and have different toppings on them and have sausages and Pinnaples! But I really want to start a tradition.
17.What tops your tree? When we had our huge plastic beautiful Bear tree up we had an light up angel on it. Now on the little fiber optic one. NOTHING>
18.Which do you prefer, giving or receiving? I love love love seeing the reaction to giving people presents.
19.What is your favorite Christmas song? Silent Night!!
20.Candy Canes? Yuck or Yum? YUCK. no can't stand them.

If anyone wants to do one of these Random things posting feel free. I tag whoever reads this and wants too. But thought I would do it for funnn....

Please Read Under this Post NO WAY First BEFORE this one.

Ha ha. Well the night that I was having a horrible day that I just wanted to end, I came home and told my parents about my horrible day. My mom said are you talking about this ring that is sitting right here on the glass table in our front room. This is the table that has all of our remotes on them. I have no recollection of taking my ring off, but obviously did. Well at least I made it through that day. I was due for one of those days where nothing seems to go right. I haven't had a really bad day in a long time. Which is so good, but seems like yeah I was due for some breaking down time.

NO WAY!!!

You ever have those days that you wished you could go back to bed and wake up and have it be another day? Or go to bed and redo your day over again? Let's just say that today was one of those kinda days. I woke up and was still darn itchy I have a rash from my head all the way down. It's everywhere and I woke up and was so itchy. So I took my shower then I got some Aveeno cuz Krista told me to try that. I have no recolection of taking of my only ring that my sister Wendy gave me I dunno how many years ago. I love that ring. I was like what the heck where did my ring go. I sat there and was so dazed. I didn't even remember taking it off. I searched all around the sink. NO WHERE. I was so so freaked out. Then I went into the other bathroom thinking that it might be there. Nope not there so I started to cry and I was crying so hard that I couldn't see anything at all. I got myself worked up so much that I was crying hysterically. I looked around my compter desk and it wasn't there and then around my bed, nothing then I went and got down on the ground on hands and knees all around the sink in my bathroom. I never found my ring but the reason I probably didn't find it was because I was freaking out so badly and crying so hard that I couldn't see athing. Then I started crying cuz I was just upset cuz recently I lost my Albuterol Inhaler. Then I was crying thinking how I just hate it that I have all these allergies and I can't have ice cream. Yes I was crying hard because I can't have Ice Cream at all. I was fine when I was younger but over the past year Ice Cream makes me totally ill. Anyway. So then I got ready for work and went into work at Madison Junior High for a little bit, then I went down to Idaho Falls. On my way to Idaho Falls I almost got into a Horrific Car Accident. You know those movies where you see the cars pile up and they just keep backing up? And it ends up being a huge car pile up. It thankfully didn't happen that I hit someone but it was very close. I was just sitting there praying in my car going the Speed Limit of 65, And I was totally alert thankfully. When I saw brake lights I hit my brakes fast, because near Rigby you have to slow down to 25 mph. But it was weird, we were going the speed limit then all of a sudden the cars in front of me came to a complete stop. From 65 to 0 in seconds. I almost slammed into the back of the white truck in front of me and then I looked in my rearview mirror to see a red car that almost slammed into the back of me. But thankfully the driver went sideways real fast to avoid hitting me. Then all of a sudden there was a truck with a trailer that went off the road extremely fast near the red car that almost hit me. But thankfully no one wrecked. I looked behind me to see a bunch of cars that were sideways to avoid hitting one another. I was already having quite a day of hysterics. I started bawling once again. The traffic moved a long and I bawled all the way to see my sister Wendy and get a hug from her at Wendy's. Then I went to work at Winco where I have been Demoing different products, things were just about the same as my day. The lady that called me about the Demo said I would be selling Pizza. I thought actually selling it. This is what I did for four hours. I stood at a booth and had two wrapped Pizza's from their pizza place in the very front called Leonardo's. And told people that their Pepperoni And Cheese Pizza's already made were 1/2 off. Yay. I saw a few people there I knew thankfully. Then I went back to work at Madison Junior High. Yay. What A day. I have to go wash now because my skin is itching horribly. BYE AND THANKS FOR READING. SORRY ANOTHER VENT.

Christlikeness

I haven't been very Christlike or feeling very Christlike lately. I have been so sad and I know why it's because i let Satan into my life. I never ever feel well. I just go through my days. I have so many problems, my back is always killing me, I am so sad that I have PCOS and I don't stress on it all the time, but I hate that I have that along with Insulin Resistence, and then to top that off I am Asthmatic. I can't afford my Asthmatic medications so lately I have been totally wheezing and coughing. But today when I was at work I was praying that everything would be alright with me. And I prayed today that I would be able to get my Asthma Medications soon. Because it is so not fun not being able to breathe. Then I was totally stressed out at work and I was praying and crying and I felt I needed to go over to my friend Krista's. She wasn't happy when I first arrived there. But thanks Krista for letting me hang out because I totally love hanging with you. And I was going through a hard time and being with you and Neil totally helped me.
I remembered that in October we had Mark Mabry's Christ depiction pictures in the Taylor building. I just went and had a quick peek at them and They were beautiful. But now they are on display in youtube. I found this video. I hope that I can help brighten your day by you being able to see some of his photographs at depictions of some things that Christ did, The 10 virgins and others. I hope that you enjoy.
And sorry that I totally just vented about everything going on with me. I know that things could be way worse in my life. Part of what brought me out of my bad mood was someone left their cd player in the girls locker room with a cd of Christmas music. It was so wonderful to reflect on our Savior.
Here is Mark Mabry's Video

New Layout getting in the Festivities

I know it's not quite Christmas. But I couldn't find a nice Thanksgiving Blog Template. Everything I saw for Thanksgiving were Hideous. I liked this one alright. But I wanted to be more Festive. LOL.

Triplets Goats

My next door neighbor's have goats, and the Comely just had triplets. They are sooo stinkin cute. Here's some pictures. Dunno who this boy is. With goat. This is Beanie with goat.

I <3 Ghosts.

Lately at my work I have had many ghost happenings. ITS BEEN SO AWESOME <3. I TOTALLY LOVE IT. On Thursday Nov. 06 I was at work and I know there is a ghost or ghosts there, because there have been things going on in the school lately. I haven't had a lot happening to me other than I have been hearing things like bangs and stuff like that. Thursday evening I was cleaning my downstairs area, there was a basketball game going on upstairs just above where I was working. So I was listening to my i-pod and singing "very loudly" to my song on my i-pod and I had unlocked the door entering into Mr. Wilson's room. There is another door in his room that goes into the athletic gear room for their football gear. I was cleaning the white board and like I said was singing very loudly. When the door to the athletic room opened and closed very loudly because I had both headset pieces in my ears and my music was pretty loud. I turned around and I was like what the heck. I took out my ear pieces and said "Hello"? Then the door opened again and a angry male voice said "Get Out". I was like "Hello who is there." "Who is there?" I could hear voices talking behind the door, but not what they were saying. I didn't go near the door and ran to get my supervisor. I said Elaine there is maybe a ghost or students in the athletic room in Mr. Wilson's room. She grabbed the principal to go look in there with us and we looked in there, there was no sign of anyone in there. The door was locked as I entered the room and no lights were on. So I am going with ghost. LOL. And my supervisor is going with ghost. LOL
Tonight Friday, Nov. 7 I was at work at the Junior High once again. I was vacuuming the bandroom by my supervisor's office. Then I grabbed the cord to plug out into the hallway. I heard a lady's voice say something as I was going out the doorway. I thought it was my supervisor and yelled back, "What"? She never answered so I plugged in and kept vacuuming the rest of the hallway when I got to her office she was sitting in her chair. I said, "Hey did you say something to me when i was in the bandroom"? She said "NO." I was like I heard a woman's voice and I didn't hear what she said. LOL it was so funny she started laughing and said, "Wow Kelly the ghosts really like talking to you". He he i was laughing also and I was like wow that is crazy I could have sworn that you were talking to me from the doorway of your office. She says nope I sure wasn't. he he. It was so weird. Elaine and I were the only people that were there in our area. And she didn't hear the voice but i did. And it was coming from the direction of her office. How weird is that.
I am going to contact the South East Idaho Paranormal Society for reals and tell them about it. If they will come for free and if the principal will let them come. I totally want to do an investigation. I was told this evening that the school is very old. And that it used to be an armory. Totally a lot has happened there I am for sure.

I went to the Drs. The other day and my blood tests came back today I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. I don't know what it is yet. But when I get home later on this evening I am going to look it up. Just mainly what I read about it is that It affects a woman on weight. Now I know the reason why I am so hairy. I have hair everywhere on my body. The sad thing i read about real quick is that it can affect my fertility. Ugh. So I hope when I meet the right guy that I can have kiddo's.

Thankfulness, why can't we relay what we are thankful for

I was just reading through a friends blog and then I was reading the comments to her blog posting. It just made me sad because of everything that our friends were posting. They were irritated or irrate about something. Instead of ranting on about that, I want to be thankful. Today is my grandmother's birthday. She is 85 years old today. What a great woman she is. What a lot she has gone through and she is still a strong woman. Whenever I need to talk something through I can go to her house just accross the street from my home and go over and see her anytime I want to. I love my family. I have five sisters and then two girls Shorty & Melody I consider her my sisters. All of my sister's have been there for me and have been a great part of my life. They all are there for me whenever I need them. I can't say how much they mean to me in words. I love my mom & dad, even though I get irritated with them at a lot of times. Like especially when they are on my case about things that I think are stupid. My grandpa's aren't with us anymore but I miss them greatly. They hold such a dear place in my heart both of them. Because With grandpa Clements he always when he had a chance bore his testimony. I always knew how he felt about Heavenly Father & Jesus. Because we'd have testimony meetings whenever we had a Reunion together. It was amazing. I am greatful for my grandpa Morgan, because he gave me whatever I wanted. It was darling. I would say I would like this, and he would say ok, and he would give it to me. I remember that both grandpa's would sing at times.
I hope that all of you if you have a blog and are reading this, i am just challanging you to make a blog of things that you are greatful for.
This is trying times in the world. And there doesn't need to be tenseness between people, friends. I love my Savior, and though I am not perfect, I know that through his atonement that though we make mistakes through his atonement we can repent and we can return to our Heavenly Father once again. I love everyone, I try to be a peacemaker. I get contentious at times and I am sorry for those that see me get rowled up. Some people are terribly mad that Obama is in that I have spoken to. Let's pray for him, that he will lead us in the way that we want to. He's in and I am sure that he will do his best. I don't think that Being contentious about who are president is, is going to make any difference. I will love him, and love everyone. Because we are all brother's and sister's. Just be an example unto others, and if we can do that, then we will all be loved.

Amazing Feats people overcome I know there are a lot of video's. But if you get a moment they are so neat.

I had to do a few papers on Disabilies and I did one without limbs. I have a friend name Lynsey that has partial limbs and then she has the upper body torso. She is amazing. And then I found this video about Nick. HE is amazing what strength and he is always thanking the Lord no Matter what. I know that I get caught in the world and don't always pray and thank the Lord for all that we have.
I also did a report on Turrets Syndrome. I watched ten video's about 5 Brittish students that came over here to the U.S. to do a Turrets camp and they were amazing. I added them on here incase anyone has like an hour of free time and wants to find out more. Everyone that has turrets has different symptoms it is so sad. I need to be more thankful for what I have.
FOr the Tourret's camp links:

Drs. Can help sometimes

So today when I woke up I was feeling so horrible. I went to Dr. Watson today, he's in the same office as Dr. Prince who I do like. But Prince is gone til Monday. So I said yeah I will go to Dr. Watson. He was really nice. I told him that I have a really really bad head cold and that it won't go away at all. I have constant drainage down my throat. He said I have a sinus infection and was going to put me on antibiotics, and a cough supressent. I went to the pharmacy and the cough stuff was out and the other medication was 130 cuz i don't have prescription coverage now. UGH. So trying to find out if there is another one I can take. Then I talked with him about how I have gained twenty lbs in two months and that I can't stop eating. I never feel full and he discussed what medical history I have, told him that I am insulin resistant and have high blood pressure and have asthma. He drew blood and is sending it in to the lab to find out if my insulin resistance is getting worse and leading to Diabetes. Haha told me to kinda stay away from Sugar's. Well I should stay away from them already, but I am addicted. I won't find out til Thrusday what is going on with my blood drawn. I will have to update it when I find out.

I will soon explode. My eatting episodes...

Lately I have been eating and eating none stop and feeling like I am never full. I will be embarrased to put on here all the I have eaten in the last few days, but I am going to because I totally have been so piggish. I don't even know why at all.
On Sunday I was at my grandma Morgan's house and she had coconut shrimp yummy, and other people brought food. I seriously had like probably 12 + shrimp, then I had three salads, I ate a pickel (huge one), roll, and pop. I went home after that and I wasn't full and I still ate. I think that I ate like three whole pickels, and then I drank tons of pop. Ugh, then today I had terriaki chicken bowl, and pop yet again. NO wonder I am so fat now. Then This evening, This is sickening, I went to McDonald's on the way home and got a McChiken and a small fry at that then when I got home, I finished the other half of my terriaki bowl, still wasn't feeling full so I ate another couple of pickels, then I had a hot dog not to long after that. Right now I am sitting here and I don't feel full and I want food. UGH. I dunno what to do. I seriously never ever feel full I have gained so much weight lately, it is horrible. And it's not pregnancy, cuz in my friend Hilary's own words. I do not know a man. LOL. Maybe I said that wrong Hil did i say that right? LOL. anyway. I was just thinking of the time when that lady said you were pregnant Hilary, and you were like that is impossible for I do not know a man. He he anyway. Any suggestions? I know that I totally have to start excersising, And I know I have to be way more active than I have been. I seriously have no idea why i eat so much, It's driving me crazy cuz I just sit and eat and eat. UGH I need to stop. ERRRR.

Twas ol Hallow Eve's night, And not a Creature was stirring. Oh But Kells

Here is my attempt in being Serious. I just look pissie. LOL














I was hyper and just started taking a lot of pictures. He he. i was having fun. And no i wasn't really kissing my skeleton. He he

I do not know what happened to get these blackened fuzzier pictures but thought that they were kinda cool. On The weekend of Oct. 24-26th I went to boise to go the Haunted World and stayed at my Sister Chrystles. Even though Lavonne was the one that invited me out to stay at her house. I kinda ditched her on accident to hang with friends. I feel bad about it in a way. But I think that Lavonne will forgive me someday. She isn't mad at me, but I am sure inside that she kinda is. She told me that she was sad that I didn't get to go over and see her much. But here are some pictures of my Friend Jalene who went with me and my family.

I went to Lagoon On Oct. 18 with my ward. These are a couple of pics that I took. I took a few more but I didn't have them on my camera for some reason. :( Anyway. What a blast. Funny story for those of you I didn't tell this too. I went with some friends from my ward. Well Branch cuz we aren't a ward. And I started crushing on this guy. Yes crushing on him even though he was twenty years old. We were laughing so hard though. He's in the picture with me and Jalene in the picture with the long drinks from Lagoon. LOL What a blast. ha ha I can't believe that I was crushing on a twenty year old.

Today was an awesomely interesting day... In my Access Rec. Class instead of really having the lesson I am sure that our teacher had planned we all got off on a tangent about the Propostion 8 or whatever it is called about the Gay/Lesbian Marriage. Well I have my own opinion about this, but when I was in class, I didn't want to state my opinion, just because I don't like confrontation. I have how I feel about it and other members have their strong opinions about it. I know that the church as a whole pretty much says that they are neutral about the whole gay/lesbian marriage and they don't want to put it out there so strongly how against gay marriage the church is. This is how I feel about it. And to each their own opinion. If someone is in love then I am not going to judge them for whoever they are in love with. I know people that are gay and that are lesbians. I love them for who they are. And another way I look at it, my teacher had a discussion today about how he felt that Something that Jesus would do is that he would love the person, but that he would hate the sin. How I feel about this. I feel that Jesus would love us no matter what our sins are. I can't say that I am perfect in anyway, shape, or form. I have done stuff that I regret, and I don't think that Jesus loves me any less. I don't think that Jesus would hate those that are gay/lesbian. He would accept them and that is my standing. I take the stance of that scripture, Judge not that ye be not judged. Something that I don't really want though is for the gay/lesbian learning to be in our schools so that our young children should learn about it. But it's sad because our children nowadays know so much about Sex, that it's truly sad. I don't remember how old I was when I found out about it. but it wasn't too young. But little one's find out about it so much more nowadays. That is truly sad.
Anyway, there is my personal note on that. And how I feel about it. We didn't even have class today really we basically had our discussion. I didn't say how i felt in there because it was already getting pretty tense in there. I almost walked out cuz they were almost fighting. But I am glad for those that did talk and stated how they felt, because i learned a lot from those that shared their opinions.
Another note from tonight. I went to the Haunted Mill this evening, with Marcy, Kade My fake husband that I totally had three kids with LOL, but i had to give up for adoption, Kylie, her little friend, and my friend Jalene. It was a blast. Then I wasn't ready to go home. So Kade & I went to The Dr. Slaughters house of terror or something in idaho falls. That was actually the coolest place ever. There was a long standing joke from this evening I had to tell about.
I supposedly married Kade like 7 years ago. When ever we came up on a scary masked person Kylie would say Kelly there is husband no. 24 or 25 and the numbers were going up. We couldn't remember what no. we were on. So then when Kade and I got to Dr. Slaughters, I would start counting on the ugly masked people again. This one dude when we were in line was right up in my face and when i turned I was like O my gosh wow you scared me there. And then I said hey do you want to be husband no. 27. And then when i would see people I started going up in numbers. Then This huge dude in a wall scared us and I said you want to be husband no. 30 and he said what happened to no.27? LOL. I was rolling on the floor, i said Oh I killed him. Then a little while Later I was in another room and a person came out and scared us and I couldn't see them cuz it was pitch black and I said hey you want to be husband no. 31? and he said No I am No. 27. I was like no way this guy is following me. ha ha ha and I was holding onto Kade through the whole thing. It was awesome anyone in Idaho. Go to Dr. Slaughter's awesome. Then they put us on this trolley to take back to our cars. And this reaper costume was walking past us and I said Hey you want to be husband no. 32? And he said No I am no. 27. Ahhh. He was there again. Kade and I were laughing so hard and everyone on the trolley was just staring at us. it was so great. And so funny. Good times good times.

I've been Hit by Krista

8 Television Shows I Like To Watch...

-Gilmore Girls - MY FAV. Show EVER
-CSI,CSI New York, NCIS, CSI Miami
-Ghost Whisperer
-Supernatural
-Ghost Hunters And GHI
-Jon & Kate Plus 8
-Oprah
-Doctor Who. LOVE IT, MOM & I ARE ADDICTS

8 Favorite Resturants...

-Plum Loco
-Appleby's
-Shari's
-Texas Roadhouse
-Johnny Carino's
-Olive Garden
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Don't eat at tons of resturants, i eat more fast food.

8 things that happened today...

-Showered
-Dressed and did hair
-Went and did service, played games with Autistic children this morning
-Rented two movies
-Watched Iron Man
-Did laundry
-Studied for upcoming humanties test
-did more laundry

8 Things I am looking forward to:

-Deciding on my Internship
-Deciding on school to go to next after BYU-I
-Going to Utah next Saturday to Frightmares with my ward
-Going to Boise in two weekends to see my sisters and Have a great Halloween Party...
-Going this week on Wednesday to The Haunted Mill with Marcy, Kade, Kylie, and whoever else wants to come.
-Getting done with school which isn't coming fast enough.
-Making New Friends at another school,when i do move away.
-Seeing friends which I haven't seen in a while.
HALLOWEEN. MY FAVORITE TIME OF YEAR IS THE MOST EXCITING THOUGH...

8 Things On My Wish List:

-That when I meet with Brother Wood he will let me take something besides Statistics cuz I dropped that class.
-To lose weight, just for health reasons, I have been really sick lately.
-To be nicer to my mom, cuz i really don't have a lot of patience with her and I really need to be because she has a disease. I keep telling myself it is the disease that is making her act so WEIRD all the time.
-To make sure that I am studying for my classes. I really want to get my grades up.
-Study Scriptures with more meaning instead of reading them because I feel like i have to.
-To move out of my parents house.
-To be more grateful.
-To not let people walk all over me, and feel bad about it. I made a stupid decision lately, because I didn't want to hurt their feelings. Nothing bad has come of this decision yet, and I hope it doesn't.

People I am tagging:

-Brittany Brown (sorry I couldn't remember your last name now)
-Brittany Bean Owens
-Heather Reynders
-Hilary Brown
-Shelby
-Mallory
-Natalee
-Joy

AMAZING

Kid with the most AMAZING VOICE EVER...

Been addicted to these songs like crazy. Love Mandy Moore

I have been totally addicted to Mandy Moore. Some may not like her. And that is okay each to his own music. I love her voice and thought she did a great job in one of my fav. movies A Walk to Remember. Here are some music videos that i catch myself addicted to almost daily. I want to learn how to sing Only Hope really well. I belt it out by myself. Hopefully I can be a great singer. I love to sing...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVRk01iFiRY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZF5aw1qgzEs

I'm now At Junior High Working :(>

So last week school started for Madison School District. And during the summer I hated working a lot of hours and I will be starting school soon Sept. 8 at Byu-I so I started working at the Junior High, I don't hate it persay but I don't love going to work like I did when I worked over at Lincoln Elementary. I cut my hours back to four hours instead of eight hours. Because I want to have more time to study. Yesterday Friday the 29th I went into Lincoln for a little chat. Mr. Wayne Davis was so excited to see me he hugged me. That made me feel so good, and then I got to talk with him & Mrs. Rees, then I went and seen Miss Green, then I went to see Mr. Stimpson, and then I got to see Mrs. Hawkins, Mrs. Hobley, and Mrs. Andrus, Lastly I got to see Sandy & Mrs. Erickson. I didn't get to see the principal Mr. Bone or Marlene in the office they dissappeared before I got back to the office to say Hi. It was soo good to chat it up with them and let them know that I didn't leave because of anything anyone in the school did or anything like that. They were wondering what had happened to me because I had said that I was going to be working there until I graduated from school. I miss them all.

So just an excerpt to say I finished the Twilight Series the fourth book Breaking Dawn. I LOVED IT. At first I was thinking it was way too weird and it better get better. But it was great. Hooray for well if anyone is reading it i don't want to give it away. LOL. LOVED IT. SO great. Yay I am done. I am not a fast reader nor do I read everyday. So it took me almost a month. But Hooray for everything how it turned out. Um She has written a book called The Host I am so excited to read about now. And a book called Midnight Sun or something. Going to be about Edward's point of view for the whole first Book Twilight. Yay. So excited. Hurray Stephenie I am hooked. LOL.

Richard Simmons What Can I Say?

No Idea there was a nail in My Tire ha ha ha

So today I thought I was able to just go into work whenever I wanted to cuz we are done with Summer Crew ( I Can't Say How Happy I Am That Summer Crew Is Done I HATED It With A Passion) And so I went into town to do Physical Thearapy on my back and then I was going to go into work. But none of my fellow employees were at work. I found out that I wasn't supposed to be to work until noon. So anyway, I decided that I would go get a quote on my brakes because they are making a really weird noise when I press on my brake. I said to the guy at the desk I don't want any work done on my car that is going to cost me. I just want a quote on how much it will cost me to fix my brakes cuz they are making a weird noise. Then one of the other gentlemen comes and says hey are you the one with the Chevy Malibu and I was like Yeah. And he says I wanna show you something. I was like oh crap it is really bad with my brakes. But no, I had a nail in my tire that I didn't even know was there. He was like you probably have a slow leak going on here. I said to him Oh Crap I don't have anything to my name. I have .41 cents in my account which has been totally true for the past three weeks. And he says. Ah Don't worry abot it I will just go a head and fix it for you. Ahhhhhh. Such a nice guy. It is so nice to see that there are people out there that are nice. Because if I had to have paid for it it would have probably cost me 15 dollars to get a patch in my tire. I am so glad I didn't have to pay for it. They cleaned my brake pads though and said that everything is fine with my brakes and sent me on my way. But dang it it is still making that noise. DANG IT. But I will hopefully get it found out what is causing the noise. It sounds like it is coming from my brake pedal. Maybe it's a wire or wires? Will let ya know if I find out.

So Addicting

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So not many people probably know that I am totally addicted to all the books about vampires and werewolves by an author named Stephanie Meyer. I love them. I am TOTALLY ADDICTED. I love anything that is mystical or magical. Anything to do with Vampires. LOL if they existed I want to be one HEHE. So I didn't even know about them until last year at the Girl Scout Camp I worked at. There was a girl that I was working with that had Twilight and on one of our campouts she was reading it and couldn't put it down. I asked her what she was reading. She told me the plot and where she was at and when I was done with camp I bought the first one. I read the first three and on Aug. 2 the fourth one came out. I have to say that the second and fourth books haven't been the best. I am only on about page 250 on fourth book and am not impressed. But it's almost like 900 something pages so i have a while for it to get better. :) Anyway. I am just stoked cuz they are making a movie, and not so stoked cuz they used characters that I didn't imagine any of the characters looked like. Like Bella has blue eyes, the actress they have gotten has like green i think. So not to happy about that. I hate it when the producers just put in whoever they want. Kinda ruins how I invisioned things.
But here is a Trailor for the movie. FOR 12.12.08 LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO READ IT, IF YOU LIVE CLOSE BY. I HAVE TWILIGHT

Hyper Night with Jess my nice

Good Gosh I am a dork. But it was so funny that I had never laughed so hard in my life. LOL. I snuck behind this door while my neice was using the pottie and then when she came out I was Like RAAAAR. and Scared her and she screamed. Well then she wouldnt let me out from behind this door with the glass window so I was making faces at her and laughing. Then mom grabbed the camera and took pictures of us being well Kells and Jess's usual self.