Well yet again, I keep thinking about how much I just need to lose weight. It's so hard when I keep going and going all the time. I really am not a fruit lover. I like fruits when it comes to goodies. For instance Blueberry cheesecake, apple pies, Cherry Cordial chocolate chip cookies. Um so yeah stuff that isn't good for you. I am trying to decide on how I am going to get myself to eat more fruits. Vegatables I like for the most part. I just need to eat more of them as well. Right now I just keep looking at myself in the mirror and thinking I am such a beautiful person. But I hate being so overweight. I swear I look at food and it makes me gain some lbs. I know that one of the other things I need to do is that I need to quit eating after 6:30 that will help a ton. But basically I am always hungry. I need to curb my appetite though. It's hard for me to ignore when I get cravings. I try my hardest to ignore that voice in my head that is saying. "You need to go get some chips and that really yummy Spinach dip that is in the fridge." LOl. And I had made a goal to go walking with my dad at the Rexburg Skate park and that fell through because neither of us has the motivation to do that. I need to find a way to move around more. Because I go from one job to the next. Then I just basically crash. Ugh. What are so good things that you all have done that gets you motivated? I know that there are recipes out there that I can do as well that will be better for me. I just feel bad because I am always going, going, going. :( Ugh. So I haven't lost anything in a very long time and in fact I just keep gaining because I do eat out quite a bit with no exercise and no really movement to get my heart rate up. Well off to another week that I am going to try to do better. Wish me luck. I just want to lose weight so that I can find a guy one day. It's not a ton of fun to be a lone all the time.